TheBrightestPartofMyMind Memorycanbecomplexrecall,wherewemayrecoverthefadingenthusiasm,thedyingdistress,thefaintemotions,andaboveall,themoststrikingandstiflingmemory。Severalextractsofmemorypacebackandforthinmymindwithoutminutespause。Perhapstheyhavebeenmypartofmylife,fortheyhavecertainlygivenmeimmenseshakeandshock。 NowIamverygladtosharewithyouthebrightestpartofmyneverfadingmemory。 ItjumpedintomylifewhenIwasalittlepupilinGradeTwo。Myformalmathsteacherwasabouttohaveababy,sohe,anoldbutstrongman,substitutedher。Hhealwaysforgotwhathehadtoldandevenwhathewastotell,thusmakingitourresponsibilitytoremindhimwherehehadjustpaused。However,heisagentlemanwithamiabletemper,sendingmeafeelingofmygrandfatherbeingaround。Forthesolereason,Ifeltlikebeingclosetohimtoenjoythatkindofhappiness。 Theroad,whichhasbeenwellmaintainedinmymemory,engravedthedeeptracksofwheelsandtwoshadows,recordingthestoryofapleasantevening。 Thatday,Iwalkedhomelikeaswallow。Allofasudden,afamiliarshoutcameclosertomefrommyback。Littlegirl,doyouwantafreelift?Ilookedback,andtheswarthyfaceoccupiedbydeeplines,caughtmyeyeimmediately。Ijustsmiledbackwithoutanyanswer。 Jumpon!Mylittlegirl!Heslowedhisridingspeed,movingtowardsmebitbybit。Istoodthere,motionlessandwordless。 DoIlooklikeabigandwildgraywolf?Hemaintainedhispleasinggentleness。 Ishookmyheadwithmylonghairmovingrightandleftwithfixedrhythm。Atlast,Iopenedmymouth:Idontknowhowtojump。 Well,Isee。ButwhenIwasyoungerthanyou,Ihadalreadymanagedtojumpontomyfathersbigandheavybike。Whatsmore,Iwasmuchshorterthanyou!SoIguessyoucantrideabike。 Inoddedwithmyfaceblushed。PerhapsatthattimeIwasasmallandweakchildtohim,onewhoseemedunlikelytoreceiveanyhurtorchallenge。Oddlyenough,ImagicallyIhadsatontherearpartofhisbikeinsecurity。Withthehelpofhistwogreathands,whatfilledtheshorttimeflyingwasnotfrightbutintimacy,becausemygrandfatherusuallydidso。Nowwhatyoucanandshoulddoistostayquietly。OK? Ilookeddownathisoldfriend,oneguysufferingfromwoundssmallorbigandfesteringinsuchunexpectedrain。IfIsawitatonedarkanddampcorner,Imustfeelsick。Butnowthegentlenessfeltfrommyseatkickedoutalltheantipathy。Ilookedatmykindgentleman,behavingashejustinstructed。Atthatmoment,weweremovingalonganarrowpathonthesoftland。 Nowtellmewhatyouarethinking。Doyoufeelcomfortable? Yes,verycomfortable,teacher! Dontcallmeteacher,callmeSir!YoushouldknowitismuchpolitertocalloneSirwhorendershelp。 Heburstintolaughter,difficultformetounderstand。 Atthatmoment,Ifeltthemildnessofbreezewithabitofcoolness。Onthesmoothway,Iwasahappybird,surroundedwithsuchgreatwarmthwhichIcouldonlygetfrommyparentsandmydeargrandfather。 ThenIarrived,andhewantedtorideback。Heheldmeinthearmsfromthebike,kissedmyredcheekandtappedmysmallheadwithhistoughhand。 Happinessiscertaintoend。Neachsoulmustrememberthatfateisfair。Sinceitoncepresentedyouwithboundlesshappiness,itwilldepriveallthisanddeliverthemanunexpectedgiftofsorrow。 Iamoneofthem,theonewhooncesmiledfromthebottomofmyheartbutthenreleasedallthesmile,backtosoundlesscry。Transitionofthetwodifferentfeelingsburiedinmyfragileheartasharpsword,stabbingmefaintly。 Twomonthslater,myformermathsteachercamebacktoherfamiliarplatform,facingagroupoffamiliarfaces。Heleftus,leftme,withoutanyword。Fromthenon,everytimeIfacedthefamiliarplatform,listeningtothemathsteacher,Icanthelpthinkingofhim,Everyday,Imetalotofpeople,familiarorunfamiliar,buthadnevercaughthisshadow。Icametobelieveitwouldbetheend,thoughpathetic。 Butoneday,afamiliarshadowwasbeforeablackboardatthecornerofstairs。Itwashe,theoneIlongedfor。 Sir!Ishoutedwithallmystrength。 Helookedbackatme,noexcitinginhiseyesandnogladnessonhisexpressionbutsurprise。Hejuststoodthere,chalkinhand,gazingatmeataloss,alittlepupilwithtearsrollingdownherface。 Whatsthematter,pupil? Hearingthefamiliartonebutoddwords,Iamcaughtbothindelightandinbewilderment,Whatsthematter?WasInotthelittlegirlheknew?Ibecamedumbwithasplashofwhathadbeenheardfromoneteacherthathehadmovedtologisticsdepartmentforhisseriousforgetfulness。 Nothing!Thankyou! Irushedoutofthedreadfulcornercruelenoughtofloodmeincruelty,lonelinessandcallosity。Hehadthrownawayallthememoryofalittlegirlwhobroughthimglory。 Withthepassageoftime,Ihadtobelievethathehadcastmeinadarkcorner,butIwouldputthememoryofhiminthebrightestpartofmymindforgood。 简评 光阴似箭,日月如梭。随着时光流逝,许多记忆中的影像被冲刷得荡然无存。时间老人是无情的,但人是有感情的。本文描写的是一位普普通通的老师。说是老师也未必恰当,他只不过是临时请过来代人上课的。他非常健忘,刚刚说过的内容立马就被抛到爪哇国去了。 这样一位老人还能让人念念不忘,肯定有他的独特之处。你看他为人和蔼,对学生又体贴入微,随时随地设身处地为他人着想,同时又不希求任何回报。度过短暂的两个月后,他回到原来的地方,干他应该做的事去了。其后不久,作者又见到他,而他已想不起来站在眼前的女生是谁了。 作者刻画人物重在人物的内心世界,思路清晰,前后连贯,非常值得一读。 TheBrightestPartofMyMind